Things have dissipated into nothing.

School has ended. My years at LVPA have finally come to a halt.Am I relieved, or sad? Or both? I can't decide how I feel.

I'm leaving nothing behind. That can be either liberating, or funereal.

I know that when I miss LVPA and all my friends, I'll miss how things used to be. I'll miss those days before Briana left, before Leah decided she didn't care about my existence, before I nearly sacrificed everything I've worked so hard to maintain. More than once.


I think people have an uncanny and slightly convenient habit of remembering only what they want to remember.Half of me wants to stay back, and try and fix all that I've depleted.

The smarter half of me knows that theres nothing I can do.