I have experienced a miracle. I got the call a few days ago, telling me that J wanted to not only tal kthrough letters and phone calls, but that she wanted to MEET ME. IN PERSON. My J wants to meet me. I cannot believe it. I am on cloud nine. Dare I hope for the best?
Things had been stagnant for WEEKS. ALl of a sudden, as if by magic, I got the best news I could hope for. Now, all J and I need to do is get a 1 hour therapy session to prove that we are emotionally ready to know eachother, and then we will finally be given eachother's contact information!
Tomorrow I am going to go to my appointment, and then promptly afterwards I will be attending mass at 5:00 at St. Patricks in Manhattan. God has heard my prayers. For me there is no more explanation than that.
I can hardly believe that after all these months of waiting this will finally happen for me. I hope that this will finally be the peace I've been waiting for. I hope that I can be the person that J needs, that she has longed for.
Tomorrow I will go to Mass, and I will say a silent thankyou for all the things, past and present, that have brought me to this moment, and all that will follow.
2 commenti:
Wow!!! :o)
I'm going to pray for you...and pray for J. This is great! If you want to talk...let me know, k? I can always leave my email address if you want to vent/share/talk. (I say this, 'cuz of your reply on my blog...I SO get you.)
I found it slightly interesting that you both need to meet with a therapist, to determine if you can handle a reunion. Forgive me for giggling...but...c'mon! Adoptees are awesome at being 'ok', with no one knowing any differently! Right?!
Just...wow! I'm happy for you and praying!
Laurel
Amanda,
My prayers are with you! I am looking forward to reading more on your blog. Thank you so much for your kind comments on my blog--they are much appreciated! You are such a strong woman, and I wish you the best in your coming journey! Remember to stay strong in your faith and remember that He has a plan for each of us...
Amy :)
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